bUrFDae~!

It's my birthday today. I don't feel any special because as long as I am with my family, it's all worth it. I went back to my grandparents' house yesterday. It's quite a long journey and I just slept to my heart's content in the car. I don't know why. Maybe it's because I have experienced the feeling of leaving the house, that's why I feel it the best when I am with my family.

I think this is the best present ever to see all my family members in a healthy and happy condition. Nothing can be better than this. I thank God for giving me an ideal present for this year. I don't want much. I just want them to be happy ever after. And to those who wished me, THANK YOU so much. I have roughly counted it. It's around 250+ people who wished me this year. You have brightened up my day :) I have 2 birthday cakes for this year. One was bought by my mum and we celebrated it in my grandma's house while the other one was bought by my father and we celebrated at home. Most probably there's gonna be a third one this Wednesday as I am going out to celebrate with my friends. Kinda looking forward! Make sure this time "No Movie, No Talk" alright?

That's a short song here which I would like to share it...

Listen while looking at the lyrics =)

軌跡

~軌跡~（周杰伦）

This song is dedicated to one of my dearest friend. Although you are leaving Malaysia very soon, but you will kept in my heart always...always...I promise~

THANKS~

-for all the moments we shared together (mountain climbing, shopping, birthday celebration, having lunch n' dinner together...keeps adding lots of vegetables to my plate, sleeping in "fo tang"...throwing lots lots lots of pillow at me to wake me up, hiding in media room, watching live performance together, listening to music, hold a farewell party for me..........)

-for comforting and giving me advices whenever I call you so far away from school

-for EVERYTHING~ you are my best buddy forever...

Best Wishes for You...remember to stay healthy and nice-looking always...don't forget to study hard and of course play hard too...

A New Life ~

A journey...one that is full of fear...without friends and family by my side...thick mist is what i could see through my both miserable eyes now...all i could feel is the claustrophobia creeping up on me...its like you are in a cage...and you can't actually see the sun or maybe is something called HOPE...as all of us know, 2010 is going to end...and 2011 is waving its stupid hands towards me...still left 2 weeks...2 weeks...what have i done during this holidays?? sleeping, eating, playing...is that all?? i still can't face the truth...hopefully the time will stop here forever...but is that what i want?? no...maybe the path ahead me is full of pebbles and big stones that i maybe fallen once or twice...but i am sure i am not a coward...what i want is a growth in myself...i want to get a confirmation of my own...perhaps now is the time to prepare for the battle...a battle that will affect my whole life and the path that i wish to go...so dear tan ying li...there's no time and space for you to hesitate anymore...its time to pack up your feelings...everyone have to go through the battle...but only the one with courage and determine can get through this battle with glory...

"Woof...woof", the stray dogs near my house start to bark again...now only i realise its 3 o'clock in the morning...but i am sure that after a short while...when i look out at the window again...everything will change...the sun will shine upon the summit of the hills...with the birds chirping and singing merrily on the top of the tree...welcoming the new, fresh day...and by the time, the mist that hang around the town in the time of the dawn will begin to arise and die away...so let us welcome the new day, NEW LIFE!!!

Everything will change from tonight!!!

If I were to ask you, which one will you choose to protect you?? An angel with furry, white wings or a fairy with a magic wand?? *I don't have any more better example* Do you feel hard to choose because both of them are quite the same?? Hmm...that's what I'm facing now for a long, long time. So it's time to make decision now. No more escaping, no more hesitation. Well, I looked at myself in the mirror. Turning my head left and right to have a clearly look of myself. Yea...this face!! This person!! With a pair of confident eyes, I told myself: Tonight is the day, the day to transform, the day to change over a new life. And so, I went out of the room and looked at the clock. "10.10pm"...That's a good sign. I need to learn from Voldemort. There's nothing to stop him from achieving what he wants. *curtain falls* n' LET THE FIGHT BEGINS~~~

Memories

Okay, here comes my holidays. Although the holidays just started for 3 days, but I have already been to a few places that I would like to go. Yesterday I went back to my primary school as my school had a function which was also the graduation night for all the standard 6 students. What made me impressed was the changes that my school had ever had. It improved a lot not only in its outlook but also in education. It has 16 students who scored straight A's. Compare to other more well-known school, our school beat them! And it has its own hall with air-conditioner and also a complete equipment. I saw a few of my teachers. Of course I greeted them. Guess what they said. They said they couldn't really recognise me as I became fairer and 'good-looking'. *ehem ehem* What made me happy is- 2 of my school 'male' teacher found their girl friends. Haha~ Found girl friend also didn't tell me. For sure I am going to KACAU them.

Can see?? This is my primary school. (After painting)

Besides that, I went back to my former secondary school too. My beloved girl guide teacher-Pn. Elizabeth Lazaroo is going to retire. So we plan to held a small party after a guide's camp to celebrate her day of retiring as she is going to leave school in December. She was kinda shocked to see me especially with a bouquet of roses in my arm. I can see that she was very impressed. Although she usually likes to shout and scold us if we do something wrong or something that she doesn't like. A lot of people actually doesn't like her. But if you really know her well, she actually treats all of us as her daughter. She is a good teacher that has guided me through the whole way being a queen guide. Every time we get scolding from Ms. Jeya (our Chief Commissioner Of NS) or being 'bully' by other people, she is the one who helped us no matter she will be hated by others. I really appreciate for what she has done for us. So Pn. Elizabeth, Happy Retiring. Hope you will be happy always and enjoy your life. =) I will be there to pray for you always as you are one of the greatest person who lead me to be a better person. Thank you. Pn. Eliz. I will come over on November to celebrate your birthday.

Remember our promise~Once a guide, always a guide~

A great teacher~

Quotes of the day...

Okay, I don't know what I have actually click on my post. It's all went missing. So I just post some quotes of the day...

* Think big thoughts, but relish small pleasures.
* Life isn’t waiting for the storm to end but it’s about dancing in the rain.
* Thorns and stings and those such things—just make stronger our angel wings.



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