A journey...one that is full of fear...without friends and family by my side...thick mist is what i could see through my both miserable eyes now...all i could feel is the claustrophobia creeping up on me...its like you are in a cage...and you can't actually see the sun or maybe is something called HOPE...as all of us know, 2010 is going to end...and 2011 is waving its stupid hands towards me...still left 2 weeks...2 weeks...what have i done during this holidays?? sleeping, eating, playing...is that all?? i still can't face the truth...hopefully the time will stop here forever...but is that what i want?? no...maybe the path ahead me is full of pebbles and big stones that i maybe fallen once or twice...but i am sure i am not a coward...what i want is a growth in myself...i want to get a confirmation of my own...perhaps now is the time to prepare for the battle...a battle that will affect my whole life and the path that i wish to go...so dear tan ying li...there's no time and space for you to hesitate anymore...its time to pack up your feelings...everyone have to go through the battle...but only the one with courage and determine can get through this battle with glory...
"Woof...woof", the stray dogs near my house start to bark again...now only i realise its 3 o'clock in the morning...but i am sure that after a short while...when i look out at the window again...everything will change...the sun will shine upon the summit of the hills...with the birds chirping and singing merrily on the top of the tree...welcoming the new, fresh day...and by the time, the mist that hang around the town in the time of the dawn will begin to arise and die away...so let us welcome the new day, NEW LIFE!!!
