Monday, December 20, 2010

軌跡

~軌跡~(周杰伦)


This song is dedicated to one of my dearest friend. Although you are leaving Malaysia very soon, but you will kept in my heart always...always...I promise~
THANKS~
-for all the moments we shared together (mountain climbing, shopping, birthday celebration, having lunch n' dinner together...keeps adding lots of vegetables to my plate, sleeping in "fo tang"...throwing lots lots lots of pillow at me to wake me up, hiding in media room, watching live performance together, listening to music, hold a farewell party for me..........)
-for comforting and giving me advices whenever I call you so far away from school
-for EVERYTHING~ you are my best buddy forever...
Best Wishes for You...remember to stay healthy and nice-looking always...don't forget to study hard and of course play hard too...



Saturday, December 18, 2010

A New Life ~


A journey...one that is full of fear...without friends and family by my side...thick mist is what i could see through my both miserable eyes now...all i could feel is the claustrophobia creeping up on me...its like you are in a cage...and you can't actually see the sun or maybe is something called HOPE...as all of us know, 2010 is going to end...and 2011 is waving its stupid hands towards me...still left 2 weeks...2 weeks...what have i done during this holidays?? sleeping, eating, playing...is that all?? i still can't face the truth...hopefully the time will stop here forever...but is that what i want?? no...maybe the path ahead me is full of pebbles and big stones that i maybe fallen once or twice...but i am sure i am not a coward...what i want is a growth in myself...i want to get a confirmation of my own...perhaps now is the time to prepare for the battle...a battle that will affect my whole life and the path that i wish to go...so dear tan ying li...there's no time and space for you to hesitate anymore...its time to pack up your feelings...everyone have to go through the battle...but only the one with courage and determine can get through this battle with glory...

"Woof...woof", the stray dogs near my house start to bark again...now only i realise its 3 o'clock in the morning...but i am sure that after a short while...when i look out at the window again...everything will change...the sun will shine upon the summit of the hills...with the birds chirping and singing merrily on the top of the tree...welcoming the new, fresh day...and by the time, the mist that hang around the town in the time of the dawn will begin to arise and die away...so let us welcome the new day, NEW LIFE!!!

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

Everything will change from tonight!!!

If I were to ask you, which one will you choose to protect you?? An angel with furry, white wings or a fairy with a magic wand?? *I don't have any more better example* Do you feel hard to choose because both of them are quite the same?? Hmm...that's what I'm facing now for a long, long time. So it's time to make decision now. No more escaping, no more hesitation. Well, I looked at myself in the mirror. Turning my head left and right to have a clearly look of myself. Yea...this face!! This person!! With a pair of confident eyes, I told myself: Tonight is the day, the day to transform, the day to change over a new life. And so, I went out of the room and looked at the clock. "10.10pm"...That's a good sign. I need to learn from Voldemort. There's nothing to stop him from achieving what he wants. *curtain falls* n' LET THE FIGHT BEGINS~~~




Saturday, November 13, 2010

Memories

Okay, here comes my holidays. Although the holidays just started for 3 days, but I have already been to a few places that I would like to go. Yesterday I went back to my primary school as my school had a function which was also the graduation night for all the standard 6 students. What made me impressed was the changes that my school had ever had. It improved a lot not only in its outlook but also in education. It has 16 students who scored straight A's. Compare to other more well-known school, our school beat them! And it has its own hall with air-conditioner and also a complete equipment. I saw a few of my teachers. Of course I greeted them. Guess what they said. They said they couldn't really recognise me as I became fairer and 'good-looking'. *ehem ehem* What made me happy is- 2 of my school 'male' teacher found their girl friends. Haha~ Found girl friend also didn't tell me. For sure I am going to KACAU them.
Can see?? This is my primary school. (After painting)
Besides that, I went back to my former secondary school too. My beloved girl guide teacher-Pn. Elizabeth Lazaroo is going to retire. So we plan to held a small party after a guide's camp to celebrate her day of retiring as she is going to leave school in December. She was kinda shocked to see me especially with a bouquet of roses in my arm. I can see that she was very impressed. Although she usually likes to shout and scold us if we do something wrong or something that she doesn't like. A lot of people actually doesn't like her. But if you really know her well, she actually treats all of us as her daughter. She is a good teacher that has guided me through the whole way being a queen guide. Every time we get scolding from Ms. Jeya (our Chief Commissioner Of NS) or being 'bully' by other people, she is the one who helped us no matter she will be hated by others. I really appreciate for what she has done for us. So Pn. Elizabeth, Happy Retiring. Hope you will be happy always and enjoy your life. =) I will be there to pray for you always as you are one of the greatest person who lead me to be a better person. Thank you. Pn. Eliz. I will come over on November to celebrate your birthday.
Remember our promise~Once a guide, always a guide~
A great teacher~



Saturday, November 6, 2010

Quotes of the day...

Okay, I don't know what I have actually click on my post. It's all went missing. So I just post some quotes of the day...

* Think big thoughts, but relish small pleasures.
* Life isn’t waiting for the storm to end but it’s about dancing in the rain.
* Thorns and stings and those such things—just make stronger our angel wings.


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Friday, August 20, 2010

Friday, July 2, 2010

A Good Article^^

有一位父親存了很久的錢,終於買了一輛雪亮的新車。他非常寶貝這部車,每天都洗車打蠟。他五歲的兒子見父親這麼愛車,也非常興奮的幫爸爸一起洗。父親有這樣一個兒子,非常滿意,深覺這個兒子很體諒為父的心。有一天,這位父親很累,雖然車子因為淋了雨而顯得髒,但他實在太累了,心想,改天再洗車吧!

五歲的兒子見父親這麼累,就興沖沖的要幫爸爸洗車,父親見他人小志氣大,心裡更加得意,便放手讓兒子洗。
小兒子要洗車,卻找不到抹布。
他走進廚房,立時便想到母親平常炒完菜洗鍋子時,都是用鋼刷使勁刷才刷乾淨的,所以既然沒有抹布,就用鋼刷吧!
他拿起鋼刷用力的洗起車來,一遍又一遍,像刷鍋子一? 等他洗完之後。『哇!』他大哭失聲,車子怎麼都花了?
這下慘了,他急忙跑去找父親,邊哭邊說﹕『爸爸,對不起,爸爸,你快來看!』
父親疑惑地跟著兒子走到車旁,他也『哇』的! 一聲﹕『我的車!我的車!』
這位父親氣得走進房間,他十分生氣地跪在地上禱告:『上帝呀,請你告訴我,我該怎麼做?
這是我新買的車,一個月不到,就變成這樣,我該怎麼處罰我的孩子?』
他才禱告 完,在他心裡忽然出現一個聲音:『世人都是看表面,而我卻是看內心!』

突然間,他像是被點醒了。
他走出房門,兒子正害怕地顫動著身軀。
父親急得把孩子擁在懷裡,並且! 說:
『謝謝你幫爸爸洗車,爸爸愛你,勝過這部車子。』
親愛的朋友,生命中你看重什麼?你懂得愛嗎?

Friday, June 11, 2010

Isn't That Good Enough???


Arghh...This is totally driving me crazy...why is this world becoming more and more competitive?? This really causes a lot of students like us having so much of pressures...all these pressures seriously will bring us to death!! Just look at Form 5 students that just graduated...like one of my friend...he got straight A's...STRAIGHT A'S!! and 8 A+...maybe it would be just a so-called 'kacang putih' for all those genius...but for ordinary people like us it is a really excellent result...a lot of efforts and sacrifices have been made to achieve that goal...their parents have just spent a lot of money sending them to tuition classes and courses...they just want their children to be as good as other children...I seriously don't know what to do if I am that one who is facing this problems...perhaps I will go mad...anyway i hope that my friend will recover soon and walk out from his sadness...only he himself can help himself...there is no other ways...it is also a very sad news to me because that friend of mine is a very good friend for me...he always give me advises whenever i face any problems...so for what had happened to him...i really feel pity for him...so what can I do is advise him and wish him all the best...after all it is just an obstacle in our journey of life...just take it as something that will guide us to become a better and stronger person...
"When life offers you a dream so far beyond any of your expectations, it is not reasonable to grieve when it comes to the end. There is always a rainbow after the heavy rain. So face this world with a SMILE."

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

Harapan Tanpa Suara- Kempen Kami Prihatin


Dear friends...the world today are having serious problems...there are a lot of cases of babies been abandoned...so care for the society!!!! Support this video clip~~hehe...
Here are the lyrics...that have been written in only 1 day...and this song is produced within 1 week...so sit back n relax...and don't forget to take action!!!

Di dalam kandungan ibuku tersayang
Amannya kurasakan
Degupan jantungmu, jantungku
Irama penuh syahdu
Kuingin rasai kehangatan pelukan
Belaian kasih sayang
Ku jaga kau di hari tuamu
Andai panjang usiaku
Namun hanya harapan tanpa suara
Di dunia hanya seketika
Jasad kaku dibalut kertas usang
Terbiar bagai sampah terbuang
Dimanakah ibu dimanakah ayah
Bonekakah atau manusia
Anak tidak berdosa menjadi mangsa
Oleh hawa nafsu yang serakah

p/s: Talian Nur 15999

Saturday, April 24, 2010

Always thought that myself is tough...but i realize that the fact is opposite...scare to face everything that i am facing now...homeworks, BSS, school...and now i even scare of time...the faster the time past, the harder i am gasping for air...and now the time has come...time for me to go back again...TT so sad...but my mum is not at home leh...i dont know how to leave without seeing her face...
haiz...i don;t know why i am always like that...everytime i am sad sure will think of all this nonsense...all stupid negative things...oops..suddely got the feel to write a poem...hehe...gotta 'chao' now...but still wondering whether want to go back to school...

Saturday, March 20, 2010

Hardtime

Dunno why everytime when i feel bad i will surely type my feeling here...I found that it is really a good way to express my feeling...walau...haven't start to type the main point already cry until very teruk...haha...sometimes feel that myself is quite stupid...havent finish doing homeworks can waste time crying...and suka cari pasal menangis...no la...it's because i have to leave home tomorrow...not even reach 24 hours...haiz...now thinking of tomorrow's hardtime, i can really feel the fear that running down my spine...my heart pumping extremely fast...dunno why i feel so scare...maybe because i have to leave my sweet, sweet home...missing everything here...friends, family...even my pillow, booster and bed...xD...even the toilet, bathroom, kitchen, dining room, living room and every corner in my house...

i went to prefect camp that day...the moment that will stay in my heart forever was when i looked up at the sky...a board board sky where is no limit...with the company of so many shiny and sparkling stars, the sky seems to be the most beautiful thing in this world...at the moment, i was sitting beside Wei Theng...only both of us...sitting on the road...maybe you'll think we were crazy...because it was 12 something...and others had already went back to their A-hut to sleep...but it was the first time i looked at the sky at night for so long...it made me think of something...............

why is there no perfect things in this world? why can we only get ONE thing at a time but not both or many? why is God always give you something but always take something back from you? WHY??? i really don't understand...why do i have to leave home so early compare to the others? why can't i have family and friends by my side while mengejar-ing impian?? seriously...this feeling is really torturing...so to the rest of you out there...cherish what you have now...especially the moment with your love ones...studying in this school really don't have any freedom...no tv no pc...actually got la...but can't use anytime you want...and somemore don't have time and a space for you to cry...actually if look from the surface, i have a lot of friends here...but deep in my heart is really really very lonely...but a found a very good friend here...love her so much...and she knows quite a lot of things about Tzu-Chi...so glad...at least i can feel that at least there is someone from the same 'kampung' as i...haha...but what to do...life is like that...full or obstacles...once you can face it and solve the difficulties only you are counted as a successful person...luckily 'chicken' chats with me...although it's only a short conversation...if not i dunno will cry until what time...hahaha...but stupid him...keeps saying icicic only...==...

k la...really waste a lot of time already...hope i will be stronger and tougher...till we meet in blog again...><...sayonara=)